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Daniel Merriam-Biography
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New England towns echo the images of early American architecture. Gingerbread, Colonial, and
Victorian houses built by ships' carpenters speckle the jagged landscape. I was born there on
February I, 1963 in York Harbor, a small village on the coast of Maine, where I grew up as the
middle child in a fami1y of two girls and five boys.

Creativity filled the air. Our house was full of a variety of musical instruments. Two pianos played
constantly as seven siblings practiced daily. My mother would throw open the windows and sing
while playing hymns, serenading the neighborhood. We often sat around the kitchen table and
sketched on paper bags until they were covered inside and out with pictures of anything we could
imagine. Hours were spent in my father's woodworking shop carving toy boats and other fun things
to play with.

My family spent summers at a little cottage on Mousam Lake. I remember neighborhood games,
rowboating, fishing, building sandcastles, and making campfires on the beach at night. We ran
about the woods barefoot playing hide-and-seek, and didn't put on a pair of shoes until school
began in the fall. Our cellar was filled with aquariums and buckets filled with pollywogs, sea
monkeys and turtles collected from a nearby cranberry bog.

My favorite escape was climbing trees. I'd search for the tallest tree' could find, pull myself up into
its branches, and begin to climb. I pushed upward from limb to limb until the voices of children
playing below faded into the rustling of leaves. I ventured higher and higher, testing my faith as the
branches grew progressively thinner. Once near the top, I perched precariously on a limb, braced
against the trunk as it swayed in the wind. This was my own world, and from here I could see
forever.

When I wasn't playing I'd follow my father, Fremont, around while he worked and ask him question
after question, watching his every move -- so methodical and efficient. I remember the smell of
fresh-cut lumber and the sound of his voice as he explained his craft. He was a structural engineer
and worked very hard starting his own construction company. My father was delighted that I took
such interest in his work and soon had me working right alongside him. He gave me carpenter's
tools as gifts for birthdays and Christmas. I learned to saw wood without it splintering, and to swing
a hammer with the rhythm of a drummer. While in hi~ den at night, I would watch as he drew the
plans for the houses he was to build. These were his dreams, and I witnessed the magic of his
making them a reality.

At the age of twelve, I was working in the woods with my father, building log cabin~ -- hewing logs
with an axe, draw blade, and chain saw. Our family moved to a new home in the heart of the Sebago
Lakes region. Majestic cathedral pines towered over the large Dutch Colonial house that faced
northwest over eleven miles of lake, with a view of Mount Washington in the distance. This
lonesome house had no foundation and no septic system, and it was not insulated for the long
Maine winters. We dug the foundation by hand, crawling on our hands and knees, chipping bedrock
from narrow trenches. My father had grown up on a farm and believed in the virtues of good, hard
work. I continued to work for him in my early teens, but I found myself spending more and more
time in the sanctuary of my bedroom.

It was there at my little oak desk next to the window that I began to pass blissful hours drawing and
painting. With a pencil and a fresh stack of locally milled paper given to me by a friend, I had soon
drawn enough fanciful images to wallpaper my entire room. I remember occasionally looking down
to see my father hard at work in the yard. Though I knew he wanted my help, I prayed he would pass
without calling for me. Eventually, he noticed my drawings and would call me down from my room to
proudly show them to his friends. However, it was difficult for my father to accept art as a viable
vocation. I recall his struggle with its intangibility. To further torment him, all five of his sons were
artistically inclined.

School was difficult for me. My attention span wavered as a focus on the role memory of dates and
names somehow eluded my grasp. My teachers would say I "just wasn't there." I'd spend most of my
time staring out of the classroom window, daydreaming, traveling in time through distant worlds. In
spite of my erratic grades and lack of interest, my artistic edge somehow gained the support of
some of my teachers.

I entered the Bridgton Art Show when I was fifteen and won first place in the student category. At
the awards ceremony, I was introduced to Alan Magee who won the grand prize for his painting
entitled Stones. I was amazed by his technique -- such great realism, done so simply. Alan spent a
great deal of time talking with me and set a standard of excellence not only in his work, but in his
person. I have never been able to match his skills, but I have instead cultivated merits of my own.
Throughout my career I have remembered that meeting with Alan and always offer an ear or a little
advise to aspiring artists.

I felt I had led a rather sheltered life in the rural climate of Maine, and the reality of attending a
college for the arts seemed out of reach. Perhaps I lacked confidence, or perhaps I lacked
encouragement. In any case, I never went to a formal art school. I studied for two years at the
Central Maine Vocational Technical Institute for mechanical and architectural design, and I then
began working for architects and builders.

My father often battled me with his complex understanding of calculus and formulas that went on
for pages. He would deliberate them for what seemed like hours, assuming I was able to follow
along. Although I did not inherit my father's mathematical proficiency, my eye for perspective and
my knack for illustrating architecture proved very helpful during my first few years of working with
architects and developers. After I had proved my abilities, my father invited me to work in his
company. I gladly accepted his offer, as working in the family business seemed to promise greater
rewards.

As the business grew, I found myself burdened with more and more responsibilities. In time I
became depressed, and my senses began to numb. Eventually I reached a point where I became
overwhelmed and riddled with guilt. Realizing that I was never going to achieve excellence in the
construction business, I decided that I should do what I had most desired. My father had a
heart-to-heart talk with me and revealed a side of him I'd never seen before. He said he felt he was
letting my talents go to waste. It felt strange hearing this strong, burly man suggest I pursue a
career in the arts. This began what was to become a lifelong vision quest, one that gave my life a
whole new meaning.

I determined to cultivate my art and learn to survive from it. Taking on any other type of work would
certainly have been a distraction, as I had not kept up my painting during my previous employment.
I worked in my studio day and night, seven days a week, stopping only to sleep for a couple of
hours atop my homemade drawing board. I rented out my house because I could not afford the
mortgage payment and was never home, anyway. Home was in my head, and my head was in my
studio. Taking no time off for leisure, I diligently kept up this pace for two years.

When I was twenty-three I moved to the harbor city of Portland, Maine. Working for an art gallery, I
was able to arrange a rent/trade agreement for the vacant basement below. It was dark and musty,
and the furnace seemed to use up most of the oxygen. The walls were made of crumbling brick and
fieldstone. The mortar had turned to dust, and calcium deposits lined the cracks. I found some old
French doors, built them into partitions, and hung drop lights from the ceiling. It was home for a
while, but eventually the furnace exploded and the basement was flooded with black, sooty water. I
found myself out on the street on a cold winter night walking through a snowstorm, too proud to go
home to my parents and needing a floor on which to sleep.

There were times when I felt like giving up, but eventually I turned things around by perfecting my
artistic talent. If it had not been for my weaknesses, I never would have discovered my strengths.
As my body of work grew, so did my place in the art community.

There are people in our society who believe in the artist's place in the world. I am fortunate to know
some of those people, and they have never stopped believing in me. They have shared their
thoughts and feelings and given me support and encouragement. They have shown me that what I
do is important. Through my art I have learned the importance of following my heart.

DANIEL B. MERRIAM